C-R-U-S-H

Why do I keep running from the truth 
All I ever think about is you 
You got me hypnotized 
So mesmerized 
And I’ve just got to know

I’m trying to ignore them…
Ignore what I feel
Ignore what I ask to my self
Ignore what The Fate wants
Ignore all the things about you who already ruin my mind
I’m trying…
But As much as I try, as much as I fail

Do you ever think 
When you’re all alone 
All that we could be 
Where this thing could go 
Am I crazy or falling in love 
Is it real or just another crush

Am I crazy?
Am I truly in Love with you?
Oh… Damn… I hope it’s just another CRUSH…
You came to my life
Just for a simple reason
But now I have no reason to ignore you

Am I Crazy?
Am I truly in Love with you?
Oh… Damn… I hope it’s just another CRUSH…
You came to my life
Sometimes show up, sometimes hide
But now what I want is just show my self to you and never want you hide from me

Am I Crazy?
Am I truly in Love with you?
Oh… Damn… I hope it’s just another CRUSH…
You came to my life
Completely fill in my every dream
And I wish to never wake up
Am I Crazy?
Am I truly in Love with you?
Oh… Damn… I hope it’s just another CRUSH…
You came to my life
Show me how smart you are
Make me to be the most stupid girl in the world
Am I Crazy?
Am I truly in Love with you?
Oh… Damn… I hope it’s just another CRUSH…
Do you catch a breath 
When I look at you 
Are you holding back 
Like the way I do 
’Cause I’m trying, 
trying to walk away 
But i know this crush ain’t going 
Away 
Going away

The first time we met
Did you know that I didn’t look into your eyes?
Did you know that I didn’t  really recognize your face?
Did you know that I didn’t fully concern in our short conversations?
Did you know all those things?
Did you know why?
Because I even cant breath well when I stand too close to you

Has it ever crossed your mind 
When we’re hanging, 
Spending time, girl boy, are we just friends 
Is there more 
Is there more 
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take 
’Cause I believe that we can make this 
Into something that’ll last 
Last forever 
Forever

Has it?
Have you ever think about it?
Have you ever think about me?
Have you ever think about our chance?
Have you ever think about the time we spent together?
Would you like to make it something last forever?
Would you?

Would you like to wait until the right time and make it completely pure and last forever?
No matter how I ignore you and this feeling, the most that I can’t ignore is my promise to my self, a note for my self, what I believe, what I hold on, and what I keep in my faith…

I never could remember when  the first time we know each other, the only detail that I remember is you added me on facebook with a very simple reason…
Then we’re friend… That’s it…

But, someday, you came to me again, chat with me, laughed with our silly chat, sometimes we talked something serious, sometimes we fooled each other, sometimes we give compliment each other, too much sometimes that we spent together untill I realized that I was addicted into it…
I’m looking it in every night, What the hell happened to me? Am I completely in love with you?
Is it? Love is a sacral word for me, I never believe that I’m really in love to someone even It is…
What I believe is, for me fall in love is something special and it just happen once in someone’s life, so I thought it just another crush…

The fact is I’m not a girl who always got a crush into someone… It’s my 3rd crush…

The 1st one is someone that I’ve been waiting till 7 years and really wanna meet him even just for the last time, just to make sure that I’m not hanging my self into him anymore…

The 2nd one is the most silly crush case in my life… I’ll always smile and sometimes laugh if I remember about this 2nd one… Obviously stupid… We never meet, seperate by ocean ( the 1st too, but it’s near to catch up, Kuala Lumpur) but this 2nd one was so far… 

And here I am, stuck into this 3rd… Dream it, Feel it, Hoping it, We just met twice… Sounds weird, eh? That’s me… Someone weird who got crush…

Let me tell you what side from this guy who already drive me crazy…
He’s smart specially in speech
He’s …
He’s…
He’s…
I cant find more reasons why I stuck in him… 
I cant find more reasons why I adore him…
I cant find more reasons why I crush with him…
I cant…

I just like him just the way he is…

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