My Love (?) Stories

waaaa…long time no see, my lovely blog… *sigh*

finally, after a very very very long time, I found back my passion to write in this ordinary blog…
anyway, it’s march which is mean it’s my month… Oh NOOO!!!! march remind me that I’ll getting older, soon… *exhale*

fyi, being twenty is the moment that make me feel so old, because there is no more “1” in my age… but dont worry it’s still 1 years next… this year I’ll be 19 years old and that’s mean 20 will coming fast…

as the title of this post, My Love(?) Stories (what? stories? did I have a lot of stories about love? lol)…
no no no… you can say I’m the most person who has lack of experiences in love story… not lack, but big O a.k.a zero…

so, you’re gonna be disappointed if you keep continue to read my post and hoping that will be some stories about a romantic date,  a perfect mate, or even some special things about man and woman boy and girl who completely crazy in love each other, so stop to read, you wont find that…

What I’m gonna tell you all in this post is about my truth… something that could be a silly thing in this era, but I still keep it…
Yeah.. I’m a woman who believe in My God’s promise that said “A good woman is only for a good man, and a good man is deserve for a good woman” (An-Nur:24)
if you think that I’m a very bored girl and a introvert one, think it twice because it’s absolutely wrong…
I just trying to do my best for my man in the future, and what those things?
I’m trying not to have any closer relationship to someone that we can say a boyfriend, not at all, and I hope I’ll keep it that way…
if you ask me why?
my answer is just because that kind of relationship will just bring me to make my sin’s list more and more, I already have a lot of list of sins, so why I must make it more by have a relationship to a man who  doesnt have a guarantee will marry me or be my husband…

so, here I am, decided to being single until someone come to propose me…
sometimes I couldnt deny how I wondering about if I have someone like my friends did, someone who will be your supporter, texting you in every day, asking your condition, sometimes mad on you, how?
then I think, I didnt just have someone like that, but I have more, I have my mom, my dad, my best friend, and some people around me, so what else?
and absolutely I’m a normal girl who had a crush sometimes to someone, the most that I could remember is my silly crush to my senior in JHS and keep in stuck for almost 7 years… could you believe that? I’ve been living in a shadow for 7 years until I decided to tell the truth – for you know, I’m a secret keeper, I didnt feel so comfy to tell my best friend or my closest person in my life about my personal things – then after I decided to tell that man-my senior- it feel so relieved…

so, here I’m still with my principe, because I believe with God’s promise “Good man only for a good woman” amin

and for you who still waiting Mr/Ms Right, just believe that God absolutely prepare something good for you :*

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